Boy has it been a eventful month and 3 days. Today is my mother's birthday and Alyssa's too. We had a nice dinner last night with cake and stuff for them both. I am trying to adjust with Mel and Noah leaving. It was brutal for me and everyone. I have a testimony of how much the Lord loves each one of us. This has been a move that the Lord has opened up the way in every way. I am so happy for them to be in a home with a back yard fence and 3 bedrooms so cool for them all. Noah starts school in a few days we pray for him to work hard and do all he can to help Mel.
How I miss our little boys, i still cry very easily and when i find a toy or a piece of clothing or look out our back window and see all the toys my heart is sad. My heart is sad because i miss them so very much but am happy for them and the chance to move forward.

last night Heather's father in law Glenn Goodman passed away, it was so fast. He had ALS and thought he would be with us at least for a year or two. So hard for us to loose the people we love, I am so thankful for the truth of knowing where we came from and where we go after we leave this life. Well on to a new year, we never know what it will bring but we can hope and pray that it will be a good year. Even still we continue to work on being prepared for hard times, I see it comming, our country has lead us right down that road. But if we do all we can and serve others and love the Lord and live as he would we will be ok. I pray for a wonderful new year.